I close my eyes and the pain stops. For without reality there is no now and I am able to hover within a second… for a second. I sense every nerve in my body. They stand at attention and await my orders. They obey all my command except for one. I cannot order my heart to stop.
-OM
A Good Blog is Hard to Find 
To this I so relate. Make it stop.
Phew – beautiful – but heavy ~